I'm Going As Far Away As I Can Go

i'm going as far as i can go, away from here,away from you, jake, and the hole you've sunk me into.i wish that i could belong here, with you, and just be,but that's not all that i'm about.your life is built on accidents, like meeting me.you write everything down in your grocery list - people do this.even insects buzz like airplanes, why can't we fly away?i'm going as far as i can go.your dad died, cause his heart hurt, arking away his forty-five years,dragging your mom along.i don't want that, neither do you. neither do you.if i am not fun, and i am not interesting,perhaps i am not interested in you, neither are you.you can't stand in front of an oven, cause it's warm,and the fumes are dangerous.i'm going as far as i can go.away from here, away from you, jake, and the hole you've sunk me into.i wish that i could belong here, with you, and just be,but that's not all that i'm about to do.

(touching, not really. i am actually laughing, not really. now i am crying)